This is a game, there’s nothing else to do. Try it, fail it, lose it, die with.

26 May, 2011

This world is over.

If you ever thought that everything was easier you weren't in real life. In his real life two words could make him fall in love or, instead, two words could make him crash down. But, who was he? He didn't understand it. He die without knowing that, without knowing how to skpeak or breath... He was just a baby that borned in that exacly moment when the world finished. 12/12/12 Twelve... He had been waiting 12 months to born, as unusual, because everyone borns after 9 months so... He was the one.
Where is he now? Whan can he do? I don't know, I'm dead. The world is over.

25 May, 2011

Lose again? (PRISON2)

-There's nothing to lose behind a laugh.
-Yes, it is.
-What can you lose?
-You can lose your everything, John.
-You aren't right.
-Of course I am!
-Why do you think so?
-Because I've go enough reasons, because you have already killed, because I was in love with you and in love with him, because you broke me. And now? What else can I do? If I laugh I'm losing my everything, I'm losing me by letting you know.
-You're not losing anyone.
-I have already lost that.

Runaway.

I just wanna scream and lose myself, forget about everything and run away. Make no more mistakes. I just wanna go away but come back. I just wanna feel real love, real freedom, real life. I don't wanna play more games, I don't wanna fall again, I just wanna go far away, with no one around. Fly, run, smile, shout.

18 May, 2011

Shouts.

-Look at me. Have you got any problem? I have one, and it's your face.
-Look at me. Have you got any problem? I have one, and it's yourself.
-What are you specting to be, little boy?
-What are you specting to be, little girl?
-Haven't you got another sight?
-Haven't you got another wish?
-Forget me.
-I'm trying.

Killer.

-What?
-What you are listening.
-You're lying!
-I'm not.
-You can't... You haven't done that!
-I have.
He was looking tired, dressed up with one colour, ORANGE. The prision was making him die. She looked at him while she fell inside.
-Tell me the truth John.
-I have killed him. I couldn't see him kissing you. MY LIPS!
-Forget me. -she said with tears in her eyes- You're nothing to me.

About stories of people and life.

The longest story that I have ever written is mine. The worst story, yours. The shorter one, my fishe's. The best one is that chapter when you came and then, go. So, what can I do now? I just don't want to keep on writting. And you? Do you want to writte? If you wan you can start today, ask everyone about their dreams and build something in somewhere. Make yourself grow. This is your time.

When would you come?

You told me that you'd walk 500 miles to find me, and that you'd walk them again if I had any problem, to sit down and wait in front of my door. You told me that you'd be in my bed at the morning, that you'd love to be the one. You told me that I hadn't had to be scared about anything because you'd be there anytime and anywhere. But now I'm scared, I can't see you and you aren't waiting at my door....
When would you come?

Something...

There was something that I couldn't understand about you. You had a precious smile, but your eyes looked sad. You were looking at the floor while I looked anxiously at your eyes, searching them and trying to find some answer... But now I realise you didn't want to talk, you had enoght problems to talk with me and I understand it, but I was in love with you and that hurted me a lot.

Allies

Allies who think that  they are your best option when their not. They fail you and make you cry, once, twice... Everytime. Have you got any doubt? Because I have one. Where were you when I needed you most? Why did you left me alone?
You weren't my allie... You are nothing.

11 May, 2011

You left it.

Can you imagine what would happen If we could had any dream?... Because I saw the end before we begun, and here it is. The end, the loneliness. The broken ice heart, the melting of everything that was inside. The last change, the last sight. You left me dying on the floor, like nothing else was inside me, you took my everything, you left us, you left it.
You left me.

Goodbye.

Hello. Who I am? I’m just no one. I could breath while you were here, standing by me, giving me your kisses your hugs… Anything that you could gave to me was everything. But… Where are you now? Do I still miss you? Do I love you? Actually… I don’t. No more. No more hits or shouts, no more cries, no more hurt.
Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.

22 February, 2011

Fly.

Flying free, down the hills and up to trees. Walk aroun and your life and never stop. Just run, run away from everyone and everything. Feel that you're alone in the dark, but once in your life, you're peaceful. Have you ever dreamt about another place to go? Have you ever felt the cold and the hot at the same time?
Just fly.

21 February, 2011

I still love you.

I’ve been dying since you left, since the last time that I saw your eyes, knowing that I won’t see them anymore. I’ve been so stressed but peaceful, because in some way, I knew that you wouldn’t come back, that I was over without you.
I’ve been writing letters enough for a year, sending them, with no answer. I’m still missing you, I’m still needing you… I don’t mind if you care or not, but… I’M STILL LOVING YOU.

How to feel?

Somewhere, deep inside, I feel this. I haven’t got enough words to say how you can live with it, but there isn’t a reason to keep on without it. Maybe it is like a rainbow, because there is some rain and some sun. Maybe it is like nothing else, like an autumn leaf when it’s windy, like a deep, deep breath, like a fleeting kiss. Like you, like me.
Maybe it isn’t a feeling at all, it could be the sensation, the prediction of something that will happen, the smile after a joke, the cry after a shout.

Come back.

You close your eyes and, What do you see?
Do you see the death? Can you feel it? Can you touch it at all? No. The answer is no. So, tell me, ¿Why don’t you open your eyes? You know that I’m not going to leave, don’t you? Your time is infinite, mine isn’t as much as yours, but I don’t stop fighting. Why do you stop? You’ve got much than me; you’ve got a future, a present and a beautiful past; you’ve got a family that loves you and waits for you; you’ve got people who appreciates you. What else do you want? You don’t need anything else. I know that you don’t remind me, that for you I’m only a cloud in your past, but open your eyes and I will go away. I don’t wish too much. Breath, feel, life. COME.

Truth.

The truth is, for what? Why did we fight unless we knew that we hadn’t got anything? The things wouldn’t change and we weren’t going to have a better situation. But, whatever, we tried it. Why? Because our strength was much stronger than their ignorance, and that one made us strong, that made us ours.

20 January, 2011

Very first part.

You were just walking, trying to figure out what was happening... But then was too late, you weren't as quick as you were espect to be. I waited down the darkness road... waiting for you. But you didn't come. What was I  ment to do? I had to finish that.
I ran, ran down that way that seemed that hadn't got an end. I was fightened, but I was the bettest runner in my school, so I didn't think about it twice. I tried to not think what had just happened. You had been catched. They had catched you.
Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.